a NEW America(n): dream 3.
i wasn’t born to be : alone
no matter how far you roam : novelty : curiosity : adventures of your wildest
that picture : perfect : plan
you you you : find : me me me
travel used to be the means : to understand what it means : to live like each other : be my skin
that was then
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now : here : can you take it for me : see : my camera made it better
airbrush, render, blend
generate perfection : make me look like this : unblemished proportions
the background needs a little trending : envy
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nah : it's too far : i saw : the reviews weren't good
one star : should have warned me : joy is earned
we took the wrong turn : i tried to ask for direction : all the right signs : gibberish : written in a foreign language
remain afraid : the resort is beautiful today : think i'll sit by the pool
luggage can't reach : gravel, cobblestone, stairs : dirt, mud, puddles : i didn't bring boots
clouds obscure the view : i hiked all this way to prove : life is good : came to experience : worth : care about my footprint
they told me : don't miss out : my camera roll returned : empty : left with less : to share : rude
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now change the irl me : i want to upgrade : this version
scalpel : incision : plastic : insertion
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i left my shoes behind : they won’t last : to fit who finds them next : kids knit those soles
insulate my bones from creation : glue my edge : dependency is weakness
i can be happy without anyone : hide my joy from those : who suffer : to wrap you in a world
softer softer soften
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shhhh…
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God speaks with silence : the Devil whispers
perspective is comforting : look away
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we don’t need each other : i have my money : house : career : fancy pixel places to buy new products
someone will create : and when they don’t the bots take over
we don’t need each other : i have my fun : stories : games : led fantasies help forget
someone will create : and when they don’t the bots take over
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what’s the point of being : bored
if daylight can be faked : let the sun explode today
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save us from our work : so we can be free : to consume
build : another one : another one : layer me : complexity is scary
hope was made for humans : now hope means : solve my problems
i hope programs can spell care with ones and zeros : decipher your wants from a prompt
“…”
“enter your response”
if it’s not too much : all i want : is happiness
that can’t be greed : we all agreed : happy was the answer : the final possibility
wishes were made for children: now wish means : to forget atrocity
take us now : kill the mother
father free us : from having to earn the next regret
fail for me
no no, i don’t want to know : mistake
make it perfect
so i won’t have to rush : towards my own demise
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time is torture : kill me first : i can’t be tasked with being : a witness to death : the image haunts me : i haven’t seen it yet : no i cannot visit : grandpa : looks like he lost the fight : the one which gifted me : my life : mine : does it matter much : he lost his hearing, sight : soon to be his touch : he might take his last breath : will that infect : the end feels contagious : that’s not a pretty vision for my future : the computer said it was fragrant, pleasant, fresh
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promise : i will tomorrow : when i have another chance
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a new start
A New America
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pick your side : hone the tip of your fence
guard the line : smile, wave, pretend : you are my neighbor
the enemy of my enemy is... me
mine mine first : define : win
co-migratory-habitants : feel insecure at home
find reasons : no : one belongs : one-ness used to be collective : individual powered god-like connection : hiveminds without a grounded queen
human means : the soul is in control
is it appearance : what spotlight lets the movers swagger in the open : shadows
blame : a victim
They : Them
allegiance : to the program : can make it great again
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spineless : faceless
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rot pale in that reflection : fester on your cushion
let your sight concave : sunken
log on : listen : the outside is over : full : dangerous
we are the peak : this generation's tale is : downhill both ways : the days when winter had no snow
roll : coast : easy is your friend
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don’t
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look inside : revolt
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(n): dream
3. A state of abstraction; a trance.
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break
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stumble : run : uphill isn't fun
wake : before the nightmare comes